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wvastine — Thu, 25 Oct 2007 01:24:48 +0000

this is a test for the good folks at wordpress.com i am trying to put lists and things, and it just isn’t workingneither are html tags.

heaviness

wvastine — Mon, 17 Sep 2007 14:26:31 +0000

this past week has been one of the most emotional weeks of my life. i won’t go into details here, but its been one of those weeks where my heart, my mind, and my soul have been releasing so much and i am just on edge. weighed down with a heaviness to change, to make my life new again, to refresh, restore, rebirth with in me passions, dreams and goals. but also i have been super introspective. its been good to look inward and just totally be real and honest with myself. letting go of all the crap and baggage in my world and trying to replace it with quality. trying to be real, authentic and just good at being a human being, a friend, a son, a lover. learning new things about myself and who i want to be.

its a journey, a process.

one that i am looking forward to taking, because all that can come of it is good. the heaviness that i feel now is consuming and hard in this moment, but the hope of something bigger and better in my life pulls me from my heaviness towards renewal.

i want to do everything i can to find myself closer to clarity.

-will

and an update on my 27 things I want to do before I turn 28:

1: I have gotten some of my photos published in some product magazines. I will be trying to get some scans of them so you can see!

2: I went to a kick a** concert the other night with some friends… one of my top five. David Bazan and Casiotone For The Painfully Alone

3: And finally, I have been working on trying to getting in better shape and have now moved into a point where I am losing weight. 7lbs so far from where I started. 13 to go to get to my wieght goal.